I agree with a lot of that, I also feel quite resigned and disconnected from it, however I do have some things to add. I don't think we accept mid-table in the BSP, it's just that since we've been in the Conference our managerial appointments (apart from JE) haven't been very good. Hart was crap so we got rid and then we got Westley. Not sure if we'll ever know why he was sacked but I firmly believe that if we'd stuck with him we'd be in the League by now. Hill was an ok appointment looking at his record but there was no reason to keep him as long as we did, personally I would have sacked him as soon as he headbutted the assistant manager at Salisbury. If we had sacked him say a year earlier then we might be in a totally different position today.BartonRaz wrote:I kind of feel a bit disconnected from all this (for lack of a better word).
Weirdly i don't even feel worried/frustrated/angry. It's been one thing after another for years now and i think part of me has resigned myself to the fact that we either won't be here next season, or if we are, i doubt it'l be in the BSP. This season has just been a fugging nightmare.
Perhaps it's due to the fact that there are only three of four players i'd be desperate for us to keep next season. We've been so rubbish on and off the pitch since November that i think i've just become disenchanted with the team and the club.
I sat at that awful stadium on Saturday (30k it may be, but its soulless and depressing), watching a bang average team put in a half-arsed performance, seeing P*** T**** run about and antagonise the away fans like nothing had ever happened, and just thought to myself - football shouldn't be like this.
Don't get me wrong, as long as there is a Rushden & Diamonds I will be there, but i'm bored of supporting a team where we're discussing anually the possibility of us going bust, when we get a player with an ounce of ability it's inevitable he's only going to be with us for a maximum of 2 years, and supporting a team that (with the exception of last season) seems to accept mid-table in the BSP as some sort of achievement.
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I'd be perfectly happy dropping down a level or so if it meant having a long-term future and not having to be constantly scared. I read the Southport forum last night and they were bemoaning their chairman's lack of ambition and the fact that instead of splashing the cash from their FA Cup run to keep them in the BSP he decided to keep it for a rainy day. I'd be happy with that to be honest, I wouldn't mind being a yo-yo club if it meant a long-term future where we could properly try and become a community club and build something. Max's dream was good but I think it was slightly built on sand, 10 years isn't long enough to build a good fanbase, we've got 1,000 now but if it was 2,000 then we'd be in a much better position, that can only be generated through being active in the community for a generation.